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ini lahh nasib gune wifi uitm...office hour x blh bukak fb, twitter and etc...huhu....jd lah aku mcm org x betol golek sane golek sini sbb xtau dahh nak buat pe....last last teringat kat blog nihh...so conteng je la pape...huhu

hari ni settle suma masalah....dah dpt synchronized sume class n subjects...legaaaa...tgh nak daftar online jee..huhu....camni baru lahh smmgt sikit nak study...kalau x, nak bangun pagi punn rase mcm azab jee..hahahaha

btw, today my day is getting better.....dah okey dah tenang dah happy dah aman...dah semua lahh..hahaha.....nak share nape aku bole jd ok camni...

'always fill ur days with activities so ur heart won't be fill by sadness :)'

STRESS !!

otak sy x bole benti pk...asik nak pk jee smpi kepala jd sakit....fifi, kalau kau ni saintis rase rasenya da byk bnd dah yg kau invented...hahahah

kalau kat shah alam dulu dulu, bile stress camni je mesti ade kwn2 yg support...mesti pegi lepak cuci mata..haha...i miss that moment...mesti bole pegi berjimba jimba...drink and drunk...sampai lupa masalah...huhu

tp tu dulu pny cite...skg kena igt azam baru...iman kena kuat fifi !! whatever it is, turn to ALLAH....ALLAH xkan uji umatnya dgn sesuatu yg xmampu di tanggung :)

writing my blog AGAIN !! yeayyyy~

berbulan bulan da x tgk langsung pun blog nihh...kesian blog sy..haha...starting today since d new year has started, sy nak start berblog semule..hehe...hopefully my followers masih sudi nak follow n do leave any comment okeyy ?? :)

sampai cni dulu coz nak kena p class...will be back at 4.30 pm....will continue my writing if ade idea nak tulisss..heeee...till then...daaaa :)

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berhenti menulis blog utk sementara...pasni xblh nak commit dah...will b bz working n sleeping..huhu...till we meet again...daa~

this song most likely happens to everyone~

i'm included...and it hurts..

setelah kupahami
ku bukan yang terbaik
yang ada di hatimu

tak dapat kusangsikan
ternyata dirinyalah
yang mengerti kamu
bukanlah diriku

kini maafkanlah aku
bila ku menjadi bisu
kepada dirimu

bukan santunku terbungkam
hanya hatiku berbatas
tuk mengerti kamu
maafkanlah aku

reff:
walau kumasih mencintaimu
kuharus meninggalkanmu
kuharus melupakanmu
meski hatiku menyayangimu
nurani membutuhkanmu
kuharus merelakanmu

dan hanyalah dirimu
yang mampu memahamiku
yang dapat mengerti aku

ternyata dirinyalah
yang sanggup menyanjungmu
yang lama menyentuhmu
bukanlah diriku

demam~

huhu...demam lagiiiiii...tension..mesti sbb asik kua je...xckup tido n rehat....tp b4 start keje ni mau lepak ckup2..huhu...sape2 yg ade kat area 13 skg ni, bole la dtg join sy kat rafi...lepak2..n then p kedai zul yahya...bersyisya plak..hehe

hidup baru~

number da tukarrr...yeayy..finally...da xde lg da anonymous number yg msg n call..huhu....n now i'm back in shah alam...living my life as usual...n i'm about to getting back my fun life..!! hehe...so far semua ok...cume asik xckup tido jee...asik kua je..huhu...so now nak tido smpi mlm...bgun nnt nak p bershisha dgn ira..hehe...gudnite everyone~

kena marah... T_T

hari2 bangun lmbat, hr ni sy kna mrh dgn mak..huhu...mak ckp 'tu la online smpi pg...nnt mak tutup intenet tu br tau..' huhu...mesti la mak mrh kan sy bgun lmbt...xde sape nak tlg mak msk..sorry makkkk...xsengaja....igtkan xnak tido trus..pas tlg mak br tido mcm hari tu...tp nak bt cene..sy merancang, Allah jua yg menentukan...huhuhu

hr ni xde plan nak bt pape...maybe juz stay at home...dgn kepanasan cuaca thp t'tggi mcm ni, mmg xdo la den nak kua..haha..mcm hr2 biase...tgk tv je lah..sunday blues~

when u look inside a girl's heart,

u'll see the struggle it takes

to get thru all the craps in her life...

u'll see all the lies, the bullshits

and the times she wished she was dead...

but most of all, u'll see how hard it was

to let go of the asshole who acted like

he actually CARED...

what hurts d most is being so close..

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin? to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do